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leanne ([personal profile] regives) wrote in [community profile] collegestories2018-06-11 11:28 pm

— SAY WHAT YOU MEAN OUT LOUD


leanne and giovanni -- yikes!
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[personal profile] ofobedience 2018-06-15 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Surprising, really, that she'd agreed to come back to Olympia with him. Even if, from his perspective, it seems the rational thing to do, to hold true to the place that first offered them sanctuary on their arrival, somewhere less encroached upon by a natural world that instills him with bonedeep unease. The surprise comes in that she listens to him, decides to give up on the alternative plans she'd begun to make because of him. It's not the outcome he's accustomed to.

But she does listen, does come back with him, moves into his home no less and yes he still struggles in some ways to be around her, to keep the thoughts and impulses at bay when they pulse copperhot behind his eyes and all along the length of his Spine, the thing that pants and scrabbles and whispers inside his head. But he keeps it at bay for the most part, and somehow they fall into a routine that feels almost (almost) normal, things that had been alien and strange and unknown to him just a short while ago gradually becoming commonplace. It helps ground him.

He doesn't know, now, what he would do if she was no longer there.

Which is why there's a spreading sense of relief in him when he opens the door to his (their) apartment after a night's work, when he finds her there waiting for him and she looks up and smiles and it opens something inside his chest, a quick rush that's there and then gone again. Even now, there's still the small traitorous part of him that always expects her to be gone upon his return.

But she isn't, she's still here, and his own lips twist into a crooked smile as he begins to remove his cufflinks, closes the distance to the sofa in three smooth strides.]


Uneventful. A pity.

[Because some things change...but others don't.]